Sounds

If you close your eyes, stay with me tonight, you will hear the sound of the sea and our hearts beating at the same time.

I open to the close

Music

I just can't believe, I heard for thousand time a song, a beautiful song, in the background of the spot of Nikon Coolpix and every time I heard it, I thought that was amazing, but being sitting on the couch, I did not pay much attention.
About 5 minutes ago, while I was doing my everyday workout :p with my tv on, I heard that song, again and I finally decided to find out who sing it.

The songwriter is amazing, as soon as I heard the song, I felt in love with this guy..

I'm really exited, I finally found this amazing sound, I love the melody, love the background, the video, the way of which the instrument are played.

He is Ben Cooper, he is lead singer of 5 bands!
An amazing song called "We're on our way" was used in "The perks of being a wallflower", one of my favorite film I ever seen.

Iron orchestra- Black snow is so cute, only instrumental, is pure magic..

Non voglio rinunciare

Quando guardo i tuoi occhi, è come vedere il cielo di notte,
o una bellissima alba.

Non voglio rinunciare a noi.

Ti sto dando tutto il mio amore,
che sto continuando a cercare.

Non ci siamo spezzati, non ci siamo scottati,
abbiamo dovuto imparare a piegarci senza che il mondo cedesse,
anche se i cieli si fanno difficili.

Beat

What am I doing now, what am I thinking, I just don't know yet, I never knew maybe.
The only thing that I know is that I'm steadily trying to open my mind
I'm trying to think positive, in every moment, every situation that arises in front of me.

When I see that something inside me is moving on, when I feel anger comes up, I just close my eyes, take a deep breath and I Think, I say to myself, inside me, that everything it's ok, that it does't worth it, That I just have to think positive, because negative thoughts never bring good thinks, so...

Recently I'm trying a new way for calm down myself, because I know that something is wrong with me, so I must have to control myself in some situations, 'cause always I feel very sick and sad and depressed when I calm down and realize that there was nothing to worry about, so the way is that when there is something that scared me or when I feel a wall in front of me, a big wall that I can't climb, I try to do exactly the opposite of what I normally know that I would have done.

In other words I run against my own fears and anxiety, slam my head against these things, without think about it, I just do it when I know that there is the right moment to do it.

Maybe it's too early for decide if this is the solution of all, but since now, I feel that people around me have appreciated this..

I feel  like free, I feel like my monsters are going away from my mind, I feel like I can beat them.

Sun

I literally love when

sun goes down behind clouds like this