At this time I feel the emptiness around me, as if I were in the middle of a deserted mead, I feel the silence, only the sweet sound of the wind that blowing make dance the ears of corn ...


In questo momento sento il vuoto attorno a me, come se fossi in mezzo ad una prateria deserta, sento il silenzio, solo il dolce rumore del vento che soffiando fa danzare le spighe di grano...

Che cos'è l'amore, se non un posto dove rifugiarsi quando il mondo ti fa paura?

Don't know what is happening to me in this period, my doctor said that I'm probably too stressed out and that is the cause of the panic attacks of these days.

Suddenly I feel my heart beat so fast for about one minute, my breath start to fades out, everything around me starts to spin, my legs are weak and I no longer have the feeling of touching the ground.

I don't want to think of this as a disease to be cured, so take some pill or go to some kind of doctors that make you brainwashed, ok I trust my doctor and I've read that these symptoms could be associated with the attacks, but since they are occurring within a specific period of my life I believe that everything is only in my mind and I've got to face this thing by myself, maybe continuing with meditation, yoga, and breathing control.
Maybe stopping to think continuously, as Eckhart Tolle say in his books, give breath to the mind...

I'm sure of what I want to do, I'm not sure to succeed...

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If you think it's worth it to do something then do it, you can not regret things you've done and that you should not do, they are obviously things that are not against the law, or even against your moral, but life is one and the only thing you may regret it one day, is not having lived as you wanted, not having lived fully.

I need your love, one thing I can say.. love you all the time..

Take me to the north, please take me there.

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