We looked in the water,  jets of foam created games with the waves.
Our eyes closed, the sun kissed and warmed us..

These evenings, by the streets of Milan, the sky is still clear and this make me feel a sense of an absolute peace, the city will change color, people seem to change as the light falling on the trees and set to disappear.

Anxiety

I can be so introvert, it's even hard to eat in front of people who I know little, or not at all, I can not figure out if it's shyness or just "careless to act", I would like to understand who I am and what I should do, it seems that every day things get worse, inside of me, cloud of anger and resentment, is stopping me in moving forward.
I don't know what to do, what to think, who to talk to, about this.
Sometimes I feel a sense of anger and sadness at the same time, I feel as lost and abandoned. I feel alone and ignored, then I feel bad because I pretend to feel good. I isolate myself, I have my music, my books, my movies. But then those thoughts and anxieties return.
At the night... nightmares.
I just want to be alone and hate me for what I am. Or what I'm not.
I can lie to the world, trying to be happy, trying to be expansive, but I know that I can't lie to myself.

Just about me and the world

If a like a moment, in me personally, I don't like the distraction of the camera… just wanna stay… right there, right here...

Secret life

To see the world, things dangerous to come to, to see behind walls, to draw closer, to fid each other and to feel.
This is the purpose of life.

Shadows in this fog

Arrivo a questo punto della strada, in cui tutto dinanzi a me si apre... e la natura mi mostra tutta la sua potenza, un immenso prato ricoperto di ghiaccio, un sole, giallo d'inverno, illumina rasente a terra questo idilliaco paesaggio.
Una sfilata di alberi, ormai stilizzati, si distaglia, bianchi di ghiaccio, rigidi, osservano le macchine silenziosi e qualche volta bisbigliano malefici.
Lunghe braccia, magre e spaventose cercano di afferrarmi.

Lungo il ciglio, solo ombre nere e indistinte, forse spiriti di persone che vagano tra la nebbia in cerca di pace.

To do

New resolutions

-Learn painting
-Learn drawing
-Find time for read more books
-Learn more about astronomy
-Find time to play the piano
-Try to organize my time
-Being more open-mind
-Try to going out
-Do not be scared to talk to people
-Stop eating meat
-Do more photography
-Be more motivated
-Socialize more