I'll not feel guilty this time, not again, because I grew up and now I know that this too shall pass ..

Preparation for Meditation

This is the first of a series of video about Meditation, Marco will explain everything to you about this beautiful journey that will really help you to live your life in the best possible way!!

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Scrivo poesie che rimangono a metà
Racconto storie che non finiranno mai
Scatto foto senza colore

E rimango spezzata a metà
Rimango lì, distesa e guardo l'anima volare leggera oltre le fronde

E tutto è immobile

solo il vento..

Spera che questo cuore non capiti nelle mani sbagliate..

Scrivo e cancello un milione di volte, uno di quei giorni in cui ti senti, un pò così, fuori dal mondo, con la testa che mi esplode, piena di pensieri sbagliati, sì sbagliati.

Quei pensieri che non vorresti mai fare, perchè ti fanno stare male, eppure sono lì, irrompono nella tua testa e te la fanno esplodere dal male, non ti lasciano vivere la giornata e pensi che prima o poi se ne andranno ma diventano solo più forti e insistenti.

Mi sento bloccata in questa forzatura, in questa prigione in cui siamo costretti.
Ci sono cose che dobbiamo fare
Modi in cui dobbiamo comportarci e cose che dobbiamo dire

Siamo zombie che vanno nella stessa direzione trasportati da forze impossibili da sconfiggere

Can you hear the ghosts inside your soul
Can you hear them inside your head

I can hear them screaming as loud as they can now

it's all
darkness

that's all

everything spins around

I'm in an empty room

I'm a empty room

with no windows

no lights

no boundaries
and everything still spins
all is black and I can fell them whispering quietly

Let me go

I am already fallen

No sounds

Sento voci attorno a me
Confuse

Rumore

Le persone parlano
Girano attorno a me

Ma io non ascolto

Non vedo

Non sento
Non ti sento

Non mi senti

Non batte

Quando credi di esserti innamorata...è lì che ti spezzano il cuore a metà.

I'm sorry, this is the only thing I can say with my heart in my heart, I ruined everything. If I could start again.. I throw it all away

Anymore

I don't have to stay this way...

Not for you..

 Not anymore.

Accendo la mia ultima sigaretta
È sempre l'ultima
Lo è anche questa

Alzo lo sguardo e vedo oltre
Le fronde degli alberi danzano lievemente scossi dal vento
La musica li accompagna

Oltre le nuvole, la luna
Splendente come sempre
E il mio pensiero va a te
Creatura

Creatura dei boschi

Sospiro

Te che conosci il bene
E il male ti stringe il cuore

Forte

Te che illumini la strada di ogni essere che incontri

Un vortice di emozioni mi trascina via
In questa notte senza luce

Le nostre menti sono connesse
I nostri animi sono una cosa sola

Voglio trovarti
Voglio perderti
E poi trovarti ancora per perderci assieme

Ci perderemo assieme nell'oblio
Ci perderemo nei nostri pensieri, nelle nostre menti, io nella tua

I nostri mondi si fondono e un universo magico appare
Non ci sono stagioni ne tempo ne spazio

Voglio la tua follia
E' il miglior posto del mondo

So now you're running, it's hard to See Clearly

When I make you angry, you're stuck in the past

And now you're screaming, so can you forgive me?

I've treated you badly, but I am still here

Sometimes I wonder, why I'm still waiting

Sometimes I'm shaking, that's how you make me

Sometimes I question why I'm still here

Sometimes I think I'm going crazy

Can you help me understand?

And now you wish That You meant something

And now you wish That you meant something to somebody else

And now you wish met someone That You

And now you wish That you meant something to somebody else

(Something to somebody else)

(Something to somebody else)

You look at me through clouded eyes,

I know you see through my lies

See the sky, see the stars;

All of this could be ours

Out of sight, out of mind,

We've been through this a thousand times

Turn your back and then you make me feel so crazy

Can you help me understand?

And now you wish That You meant something

And now you wish That you meant something to somebody else

And now you wish met someone That You

And now you wish That you meant something to somebody else

You know I would wait forever

Yes, I would wait (I would wait)

You know I would wait forever

Yes, I would wait

And now you wish That You meant something

And now you wish That you meant something to somebody else

And now you wish met someone That You

And now you wish That you meant something to somebody else

And I'm the one That Should mean something

But still you wish That you meant something to somebody else

Something to somebody else, something to somebody else

Lyrics by Escape The Fate

Sometimes it's all wrong and I just want to be in another world

I will wait for you

If it takes forever I will wait for you
For a thousand summers I will wait for you
Till you're back beside me, till I'm holding you
Till I hear you sigh here in my arms

Anywhere you wander, anywhere you go
Every day remember how I love you so
In your heart believe what in my heart I know
That forevermore I'll wait for you

The clock will tick away the hours one by one
And then the time will come when all the waiting's done
The time when you return and find me here and run
Straight to my waiting arms

If it takes forever I will wait for you
For a thousand summers I will wait for you
Till you're here beside me, till I'm touching you
And forevermore sharing our love

Till you're here beside me, till I'm touching you
And forevermore I will wait for you

Lyric by Connie Francis

This is my song for you

I want to write a song for you

My world will fall without you

You're like a fire

I can hardly breath when I'm with you

I can hear you dreaming

And I would like to say I love you out loud

Sometimes it's hard to understand who we are or what are we supposed to be

Can I love you this way?

You are going to be the one that saves me

And the only thing that I can do tonight is close my eyes and dream about you

And remember the way the smoke get out from your lips

This is your last sigarette

We are next to each other

Every time you look me in my eyes

I can die of happiness in yours

Alexi Murdoch

So today I wrote a song for you 
Cause a day can get so long 
And I know it's hard to make it through 
When you say there's something wrong 

So I'm trying to put it right 
Cause I want to love you with my heart 
All this trying has made me tired 
And I don't know even where to start 

Maybe that's a start 

For you know it's a simple game 
That you play filling up your head with rain 
And you know you've been hiding from your pain 
In the way, in the way you say your name 

And I see you 
Hiding your face in your hands 
Flying so you won't land 
You think no one understands 
No one understands 

So you hunch your shoulders and you shake your head 
And your throat is aching but you swear 
No one hurts you, nothing could be sad 
Anyway you're not here enough to care 

And you're so tired you don't sleep at night 
As your heart is trying to mend 
You keep it quiet but you think you might 
Disappear before the end 

And it's strange how you cannot find 
Any strength to even try 
To find a voice to speak your mind 
When you do, all you wanna do is cry 

Well maybe you should cry 

And I see you hiding your face in your hands 
Talking 'bout far-away lands 
You think no one understands 
Listen to my hands 

And all of this life 
Moves around you 
For all that you claim 
You're standing still 
You are moving too 
You are moving too 
You are moving too 
I will move with you

I can see you

Crossing your eyes with mine
My heart beats wildly
It blurs the view
The thinking is clouded
There is only you
We are alone in this room full of people
But we are alone
You and me
In our world
Around us
Nothingness
I feel the flow of your thoughts that intertwine with mine
We are one
And we disappear into space invisible to the world
We exist only when our eyes meets
And then I lose you
I'm dying inside
I can't find you
I close my eyes and I look for you in our world
You're not there
And at night I don't sleep
I think about you I imagine you and I look for you
I dream that you're thinking about me

I see you
I see you..

Incrocio il tuo sguardo
Il mio cuore batte all'impazzata
Mi si annebbia la vista
Il pensiero è offuscato
Ci sei solo tu
Siamo soli in questa stanza piena di persone
Ma siamo soli
Io e te
Nel nostro mondo
Attorno
Il nulla
Sento il flusso dei tuoi pensieri che s'intrecciano coi miei
Siamo una cosa sola
E svaniamo nel vuoto invisibili al mondo
Esistiamo solo quando il nostro sguardo s'incontra
E poi ti perdo
Mi sento morire dentro
Non ti trovo
Chiudo gli occhi e ti cerco nel nostro mondo
Non ci sei
E la notte non dormo
Ti penso ti immagino e ti cerco ancora
E sogno che mi stai pensando

Io ti vedo
Ti vedo..