Emptiness

I realize now, how the people around me is empty, as devoid of feelings, I wonder how it's possible.
I can see the emptiness in their eyes.

The words are broken and their gestures are always the same.

I see a mass of people walking towards me, each with his head bowed, engaging in activities that exclude them from real life and, the world is there, right in front of them.

But they don't look, they don't see all the beauty that's all around ..

They only see a black screen.


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Mi accorgo solo ora, di quanto la gente attorno a me sia vuota, come priva di sentimenti, mi chiedo come sia possibile.
Vedo il vuoto nei loro occhi.

Le parole sono spezzate e i loro gesti sono sempre gli stessi.

Vedo una massa di persone camminare verso di me, ognuna col capo chino, impegnati in attività che li escludono dalla vita reale e il mondo è lì, proprio davanti a loro.

Ma non guardano, non vedono tutta la bellezza che c'è attorno..

Vedono solo uno schermo nero.

Let me dream,
let me just dream all night, because
it's the only thing that remains...

The force of the wind pushes me over,
the sun is so hot, your face lights up and your skin shines like never before.
I see your eyes through the lens, a bright green.

Tears run on your face.

It's been too long and we are no longer the same as before, your gestures are broader, more mature, your words more dense and concentrated.

Lie in the grass, a sense of peace that we would never end.

Die at that moment to stop time and forget who we are.

I want to continue dancing in the wind.

I'm a spirit that soar above the clouds, we are free to live the life we want to live.

I thought you could hide yourself forever, because the truth hurts sometimes, maybe too, if the truth is kept secret...

Maybe it's something that can destroy it. 

but 

keeping everything inside hurts you.

Ruining yourself, day after day, and consume you until you become

dust.

Nobody ever said that living a relationship is an easy thing, no one can say that be in a relationship with another person is the same of any friendship.

When there is a relation of friendship, has little importance "when"; when call or when see each other, because sooner or later this will happen.

Having a relationship implies the care, take care of each other, lovingly, spontaneously, see and look for each other.
The "abstract presence" of the "other" means just this, the knowledge, the certainty that there is always here for you; even if not physically.

In love there is nothing obvious, anything can be misunderstood and subsequently resumed and repaired.

The communication first of all, fundamentally, this I really learned, that communication is very important for the growth of the couple, if that miss or miss in part is difficult to achieve serenity for both.


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Nessuno ha mai detto che vivere una relazione sia una cosa facile, nessuno può dire ch e essere in una relazione con un'altra persona si equivalga con una qualunque amicizia.

Quando c'è un rapporto di amicizia ha poco importanza il quando, quando ci si chiama, quando ci si vede, basta che prima o poi questo avvenga.

Avere una relazione implica il curarsi, prendersi cura in un certo senso l'un l'altro, in modo affettuoso, in modo spontaneo, sentirsi, cercarsi.
La "presenza astratta" dell' altro, significa questo. il sapere, la certezza che ci sarà sempre, anche se non fisicamente.

Nell'amore non c'è niente di scontato, tutto può essere frainteso e di conseguenza ripreso e riparato.

La comunicazione prima di tutto, cosa fondamentale, questo ho davvero imparato, che la comunicazione è importantissima per la crescita della coppia, se non c'è quella o manca in parte è difficile raggiungere la serenità per entrambi.

For you

You're stronger that you know

You can do anything

You don't have to let it go for any reason

I believe in you
I've always believed in you

I wish I could tell you so many things

But you amaze me every time
And let me open-mouthed
For all the courage
That you have shown in recent years

For all the times you've changed

For all the times you've faced many problems
and as throught them

You faced your challenges head-on

And did you get out winner

You've never been afraid to fight
For the things that
really cared

I'm proud of you and what you do every day


It's not too late to break out of this country

You can swim across the ocean and face a thousand different lives

And when I feel like giving up
like my world is falling down


You takes me away to a better place and

I know that everything

Everything's gonna be fine

At this time I feel the emptiness around me, as if I were in the middle of a deserted mead, I feel the silence, only the sweet sound of the wind that blowing make dance the ears of corn ...


In questo momento sento il vuoto attorno a me, come se fossi in mezzo ad una prateria deserta, sento il silenzio, solo il dolce rumore del vento che soffiando fa danzare le spighe di grano...

Che cos'è l'amore, se non un posto dove rifugiarsi quando il mondo ti fa paura?

Don't know what is happening to me in this period, my doctor said that I'm probably too stressed out and that is the cause of the panic attacks of these days.

Suddenly I feel my heart beat so fast for about one minute, my breath start to fades out, everything around me starts to spin, my legs are weak and I no longer have the feeling of touching the ground.

I don't want to think of this as a disease to be cured, so take some pill or go to some kind of doctors that make you brainwashed, ok I trust my doctor and I've read that these symptoms could be associated with the attacks, but since they are occurring within a specific period of my life I believe that everything is only in my mind and I've got to face this thing by myself, maybe continuing with meditation, yoga, and breathing control.
Maybe stopping to think continuously, as Eckhart Tolle say in his books, give breath to the mind...

I'm sure of what I want to do, I'm not sure to succeed...

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If you think it's worth it to do something then do it, you can not regret things you've done and that you should not do, they are obviously things that are not against the law, or even against your moral, but life is one and the only thing you may regret it one day, is not having lived as you wanted, not having lived fully.

I need your love, one thing I can say.. love you all the time..